The last post

Recently I have done quite a bit of what I call open heart blogging. Meaning, I sit down and the computer, put my fingers on the keyboard and whatever comes out is what i publish. There is a lot going on in life right now, from the health issues to professional uncertainty to personal battles that seem to be wearing down on me more and more everyday. I have always prided myself on making this blog sometimes serious, sometimes fun, often informative, and always a good read. But my lack of posts recently and the nature of them makes me feel as though I am plowing right now.

I have thought recently about making the blog be private. Unpublished posts that I can record my thoughts into and go back and read later, hoping to have learned something from the exercise. I already have many private blogs that often catch my eye as I am visiting my page here, and I am thinking that keeping my journal private may be the best thing for me to do right now. Besides, I hear from people that my words are often cryptic, and offer little explanations as to what their meaning may be. Other people ask if I am ok a lot, knowing from my writing that there are things going on that I am sharing with no one, save maybe the bffl.

So I have made the decision to make this my last published blog. I think its time to start holding the cards a little closer to my chest and not fall back into the heart on my sleeve guy that I used to be. I feel as though the posts recently have been leading to me saying really a lot more publicly than I ever should. So best to stop before that happens. Or as the saying goes "Best to keep your mouth shut and be assumed a fool than to open it and remove all doubt"

Wish me luck everyone. I appreciate you allowing me to share my experiences with you over the last year or so.

Take care of yourselves and, good day all..............................