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I cried today

I cried today. That's kinda sorta news. Not life changing, earth shattering news. I have never been the macho, I can never shed a tear kind of man. But in order for me to cry, I believe that the power of whatever I am holding inside has to overwhelm me. And I gotta leak a little out. So, I cried today.

If you read this blog a lot, you know it took me 37 years to find my Little Red. 37 years of living that could have been so much better had she been by my side. Not saying I wish I could have changed it. Because I never would have recognized her had I not gone through all of that first. And those 37 years were filled not just with bad decisions and forgettable moments, but also with wonderful memories of 3 awesome sons and several life changing people along the path. But it never became complete, I never became complete, until the night I met her. And its hard for me to remember what it was like before.

I went into this life with her with my eyes wide open. I knew that she came with…